Stirred.

Shouldn't be angry.
Shouldn't be sad.
Shouldn't be feeling all these emotions.
:/

Ty.

Cheered up.

♥

Result.

9th place from the back, I am.
After 8 hours, I started crying.
Reality finally dawning on me.

:/

Ty.

I'll work harder, I will.

Bloody fish and chips

Lately, I've noticed that I have been cussing a lot.

I trip. Shit.
I forgot what I wanted to do. Shit.
I am late for something. Fuck.
etc.

Basically, I have been swearing. And I'm not proud of myself. I don't like swear words at all. So, I have no idea why I'm even swearing... I really need to get a new replacement for all these bad bad words. I used to use 'Fish & Chips' and 'Bloody', but it doesn't have that feeling anymore. It can't make me feel better at all.

Let me think....
Poop? Too poop-ish.
What else... what else...?

Maybe I can just rearrange the word shit.
Tish. Hey, not bad...
TISH TISH TISH TISH TISH.
I like it. :D

Tish you.

Ty.

De ja vu.

And now, I'm truly alone.

I didn't say I wouldn't tell her.
I just wasn't ready. It wasn't the right moment.
But, no matter what, I was going to tell her.
Damn.

*rubbing my left knee*
Oh magic knee, do your magic now!
Make everything alright.

Please.

Ty.

Christopher Brown

Its all over now.
Do I feel relieved? No, not really.
Did I just sit for an exam? Wow, I don't remember much.

It was all so fast. My mind was completely blank. I remember feeling really nervous and just playing my violin and sweating. Stuttering "sorry" to Mr. Christopher Brown (my examiner) so many times, I think I did alright. Lets just hope for best, and be ready for the worst. :D

Even though I wasn't a Henry today, I will be some day. I really hope so, I'll do my best. Now, I'm violin-teacher-less. HAHAA! No matter with or without a teacher, I, Khoo Tze Yun will play my violin into the future! :D

I really hope my enthusiasm will last forever.
Fingers crossed.

Ty.

Inspiration

Henry Lau. One of Super Junior M.

My violin inspiration. He is has mad violin skills and he's hot cute. ;D

I wanna be like him one day.
And I really hope that "one day" will be tomorrow. HAHH!
Good luck to me any-who. May Lady Luck be shining upon me.

Ty.