1972, Gran Torino.

Watched 'Gran Torino' late last night with my family. At first, I didn't really wanna watch it because judging by the title, it sounds like a major action film, and I didn't feel action-y. But, my dad forced us all to watch. And I'm so glad he did. It was an awesome movie full of awesomely awesomeness. Its really funny. Its counted a action movie, I guess, but not really. Can't explain. Lol. Well, it was awesome. Though a lot of f-words, all the f-words wern't necessary, but I guess they wanted to show the gangster-ness. Lol. I rate the movie 8/10. (:

Yum yum. XD

Update.

Due to popular demands (grins), I am here to update! :D

I went to Singapore last week (10th December to be exact). Its been so long since I've been there, was really hyped up about the trip. I wanted to do this, do that and everything else. :D The trip there wasn't great though, actually it was torture. I was having a stomach ache the whole way through and (yes, there's an and) I have less space in the car cause my grandma tagged along. (Don't get the wrong idea, I love my grandma) But, amazingly my stomach was suddenly alright once we crossed over to Singapore. (It was a miracle, must be the air there XD) We used Uncle Leong's GPS to get to my uncle's awesome condo while listening to my dad drone on and on about how awesome the GPS is. (Men and their gagdets) This trip was really great for me. I finally went to the shop that JJ co-found - SMUDGEstore. Wanted to buy at least 1 T-shirt as a sign of support, but it was so dang expensive. $79.90 x 2.2 = About RM 170. For 1 T-shirt, thats really too much. The T-shirt was really awesome, but... *sigh* But, just being in the shop, made me feel great. (: During this trip, I found out that Singaporeans really love dumplings. Being there for 5 days, really made me sick of dumplings. I met up with Yentl and their family too. They've changed a lot. What time can do to a person is amazing. I didn't do much shopping there. Looking at their prices, I always automatically mutiply the price by 2, stuff there are seriously pricey. My mama bought plenty though - shoes and dresses. And I finally don't want the Ben10 shirt anymore. (Lol) They had the shirt in my size over there. I tried it on, and the line in the middle is seriously thick. Don't like it, don't want it anymore. :D My brother checked out the polytechnic there too. He might be going there and we may be moving there. But, after this trip, we still feel Malaysia better. Astro so much better than Starhub. Lol. Maybe its because we're used to it. I spent a lot of time with Michelle and Nicole - my little adorable cousins. Nicole is just so adorable. Her hyperactive-ness. She kept crawling on me and eating me. XD I miss her. (Nicole Choong, DON'T PERASAN when you read this. XD) The trip back was way better. I just read my book and napped a little with my head on my dear grandma's shoulders. In a flash, we were home sweet home.

'Sweet home alabama.... I mean, subang jaya~' (:

Yesterday went for Interact party. Today went out with the Ashleys. Was a feel good day. Didn't do christmas shopping or much shopping because AshS tummy hurt. ): Hope her tummy will get better. We mostly sat at starbucks drinking, talking, gossiping? It was nice. Bought hair band and bangle thingy and peanut butter and sprite. And helped out some one academy students. They were doing their graduation project. They need help from the public. They need 48 people to each take 3 pictures. Example the first person point his hand at 1 o'clock then 2 o'clock then 3 o'clock; the second person continue 4 o'clock ... ... 48 people, 2 days. They make a stop-m-O'tion thingy. Its kinda like drawing at the corner of your book, one action after the other and then flipping the pages. Get it? Kinda cool. They asked all those people that helped out to write their names, phone number and email add in a book so that they can send us the link when their done. I think that is a good way to kao lui weih. Straight get photo, number, email add and name. When I told my mama, she had the same thought. Lol. Well, I'll post the link when they send me the link. Lol. I starred in a video! Woots. XD

Updated. (:

Ain't no sunshine when she's gone.

My dad couldn't sleep when my mama was at China. But now, finally after 8 long days, she's back! Missed her so, not as much as my dad though. (: My mama said she couldn't sleep much too. Even though during normal time, she'll complain about my dad farting and snoring when he's asleep. When he's not beside her, she just can't sleep. My parents. Hehh. <3

Going to a party soon,
and don't know what to do.
Should I dress like a baboon,
or dress to make them swoon?

:D

ps: KIMM! UPDATED; Just for you. (:

Planned coincidence

Me and Mei Xin's sexy backs. (:

One of the booth pics; Loves this.

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Yesterday was the best H class gathering ever. (: Attendance was shiny; 20+ people came weihh. Even though its less than half the class, but still... W-O-W. :O Ler Eng came back from Sabah and Guang Zhong came back from Penang, so it was a pretty memorable gathering. We took some pics at the booth and using normal camera. After a while, Ler Eng had to go back. (BOOHOO D;) We watched 'Christmas Carol'. DAMN BORING. Wasted money. -.- We also did some shopping and trying out clothes at shops (the guys that didn't go CC followed us). I tried on this dress at Kitschen. Damn nice. Want it. o.O And I did this stupidly funny thing. I collect money and help them buy ticket and in the end forgot to buy ticket for myself. LOL. In the end, bought one ticket at the last minute.

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I met up with Nicole and Chun Kit there too, our little planned coincidence. ;) Nicole and I (CoTze) were like running towards each other, screaming? Lol. And I finally met Kelly! WOOTS! She looked totally different from pictures but damn pretty. I forgot to say this, NICE TO MEET YOU! XD We took one picture then she gotta go. Nicole saw somethings. (ahem ahem) I missed it weihh. LOL. Then, Nicole and I saw these girls editing their photos (we're at the booth place). We only could see their legs, and I thought it was my ex-class friends, so Nicole and I wanted to whack their asses. But, changed our minds and just lift up the curtains instead. When we lift the curtains, a bunch of strangers looked back at us. OMG! The girls were strangers. Nicole and I start laughing like crazy and running to Chun Kit. Damn embarassing but funny. XD

I feel you in me.

孫自佑!

Even though seas are in between us (or a tv screen every Sunday night), I feel you. You sent shivers down my spine. The way you turned your back to the crowd and hid your tears; the way you tried to shake away the tears and put on a brave face; the way sang. You really made me wanna cry. All that for your buddy/ friend. I'm super touched and inspired. *sniff* Rock on! "You're beautiful. It's true." :D

Today. Oh, today. Something really juicy happened. Seriously juicy. My family and I bumped into my mama's ex-boyfriend. (Insert gasp/ OMGs here) We met him in a lift. My parents were giving him weird looks and then says : (Name) ? He responded and said : Oh! Hi! After that, we reached our floor, so we headed our own ways. And I was bombarding my parents with questions. I've heard stories of him before. I know that he helped my mama pick the wedding dress for her wedding to my dad because my dad was sailing. And I also knew bits of this and that. But, not everything. According to my mama, she haven't seen him for 23 years. I asked her why never keep in touch. She said it was he who disappeared. She said he helped her pick the wedding dress, but never turned up for the wedding. He only sent a messenger with a red packet for the happy couple. SO JUICY, RIGHT? :D I wonder how my mama felt. It must've been kinda weird. Even if they are adults, they're still human right?

:S

You make me suicidal.

Highlights:

• 10 Nov -Watched 2012 special screening. Awesome awesome awesome. If it wasn't, I would be damn pissed, one ticket RM50 weihh. Even though mine was free, I'd still be pissed. But it was pretty awesome.
• 12 Nov -Last day of school. Didn't stay to the very last second like I'd rather. But, I had to follow WenYee back home. I missed you guys once I stepped out of the school. ): We had some prize giving ceremony with great performances from JoeyTong, Clarissa and ???. Joey's guitar skill is ... the bomb. :D And Joey's second performance singing 'You Belong with Me' by Taylor Swift while Angela, Nik Daniel and Pui Yi acted out the mv. It was really entertaining, I was at the edge of my seat. Angela as the vilain person, Nik as the guy (Duh) and Pui Yi as the good girl. It was sweet and funny and just so great. (: I got my Bola Jaring medal and NO ROAD RELAY MEDAL! I asked the teacher, he said no money. What a load of bull. I've ran til so susah payah, and there is no proof of it. I will fong him. -__- We also got our Gemala. I was hyped up and asking people :'Did you see my name?' Lol. This poem thingy I wrote and submitted got accepted! I was feeling great. But not very great cause my close friend's story didn't get through. ): Well, there's always next time.
• 14 Nov -Today. Woke up early and headed to school. For this A.I.D. thing Interact was having. I always turn up for most of Interact stuff. I'm a good girl. :D Went there, played a little ball with Zheng Hao and Tze Peng who were there for Leo. And went to padang to meet up with the Interactors. I, not having a decent pair of shorts, wore jeans. So, Phanit offered his extra pair of Hawaiian pants. How kind, right? XD After I changed, we played captain-ball and table talk. It was the first time for me playing both, it was exhiliratingly fun. Captain-ball is like a mixture of netball and basketball, kinda. Our team, ROLIE POLIE OLIE owned CHEEZE in the game man. :D Table talk is a game where 2 people sit facing each other with a cup of water on top of a table. When everything is in place with the people's hand not on the table or even touching the table, the referee (or whatever) will ask a question (any random question). The person who answers the most accurately with the shortest time will be able to splash the other person with the cup of water on the table. If the person answers incorrectly, the other person gets to splash that person. If both answer at the same time and both are wrong, the referee would pour the water equally on both persons. Sound simple enough? Well, it wasn't. Everybody was of course being teenagers, breaking the rules and just splashing without even hearing the question or answering it. It was funny. XD Phanit always don't answer. Once the question is asked, he just says 'AHHH' and splash the other person. Sher Mun always take the cup away or something, slowly answer than splash the opponent. Damn funny. Everybody was super wet. They asked questions like :'What color is grass?'.... XD Funny. And this one time, I was against NadiaHong. And we answered at the same time and grabbed the cup and was pushing it towards each other. In the end, the water ended up on Phanit. XD Innocent bystander. Everyone was splashing water around. XD After everything, I had to change and give Phanit his pants back . But, last time I checked all the girls toilet were locked. So, I changed in the guys toilet while Phanit gaurded. It wasn't like the first time I've been in there so no big deal. When I got out, JasmineF and RaeGin were like why were you in the guys toilet. I said because all the girls toilet were locked. And they said they were just in the toilet. All of them thought I made it up to go to the guys toilet. -_- Anyways, after that we made our way to mamak bistro +Ben, Ellysha and Anusya (I think). We had a lunch(kinda) and chit-chatted about this and that. I felt closer to Interact than ever. After that, I went home. Phanit was all complain-y that he wanted to wear his extra pants so that he can sit in the car... not wet. Lol. Sorry Phanit. You're the one that offered. ;P Still, thanks a lot youu. Thank to you, I didn't sit in the car with my pants wet. (:

People out there thinking about suicide. DON'T DO IT! DON'T LISTEN TO NIKE ON THIS MATTER! Try writing a note of Pros and Cons of you commiting suicide. Don't blame everything on yourself or ever think you're unimportant. Don't be such a wimp saying :'If he/she doesn't love me, what's the point of living?' There is so much more to everything. Everyone has flaws, everyone makes mistakes. I'm just writing this generally. On different aspects. Bottom line : Suicide - BAD!

Just dance.

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What an action-packed day. I went for koperasi hi-tea in the afternoon and went to leo club smksu/ smk usj8's halloween party at night. Had an awesomelicious time. :D

Koperasi hi-tea was at PJ HILTON. Freaking high class. Suitable for me. Chehh. I was the only person wearing fricking formal. At first I damn paiseh, but got used to it. I felt really pretty. LOL. XD The food was alright, I expected better though. I just didn't get that 'I wanna stay here forever' feel when I ate the food. Had fun playing with the food (ICE CREAM, you people that were there know what I'm talking about. XD) and of course, ss-ing with the food and practically everything else. XD With Charmaine there, of course we'll be ss-ing. XD We ss-ed at the toilet, the fricking huge lift, the mirror, the lift button place, near the swimming pool and the room at the swimming pool floor. LOL. As you can see, we did A LOT of ss-ing. Pictures will be found at Charmaine Yeo's blog (Find at my links) / Her facebook (Type her name in the search box). (: When we were about to leave, the form1s and some form2s wanted to prank at least 1 room. So, they went to some random floor, knocked on the door and ran. Lol. They said it was really funny. Charmaine and I didn't follow them. We are mature...not. Charmaine was afraid the people will sue our school which is such a random thought. Lol. I didn't follow because I suddenly needed to pee. Lol.

The Halloween party was a pretty new experience for me. Before this day arrived, I keep thinking of what to wear and stuff. Damn excited. My original plan was to wrap myself in gauze and be a mummy. But, didn't have the proper skill to wrap. Ended up wearing my dad's all shell uniform which is fricking red and huge (especially at his *ahem ahem* part, I look like wearing some fricking baggy pants or I londeh like kao). Random people were asking me for petrol. LOL. The funniest comment on my costume is this : 'Are you Bob the Builder?' - Michelle or Mabel Wu. Seriously cracked me up. Bob the builder... LOL. XD Nefissa saw me and kept saying I was so cute. That kinda made me more perasan than I am which is kinda impossible but I didn't show on my face. I just show my paiseh face. XD Nefissa was dressed up as a guy which is not really a costume because she's already so guy-ish. Lol. But she looked great, as always. Charmaine wore her black dress and witch's hat with hair. Zheng Hao was supposed to wear his skeleton costume which he bought at KL, but ended up just wearing a mask. He said something about the costume being too hot. AshS was all dolled up as a goth rock chick? Lol. Before the party started, Zheng Hao kept putting his mask on and boo-ing me. It works every single time. Lol. The party didn't really kick off until the part where they offed the lights and pumped up the music. Everybody got hyper and started dancing or more appropritely, jumping around. And it looked so cool because everyone was wearing glowsticks. I jumped around with Zheng Hao, Wei Phern, AshS, Charmaine, Nefissa and Ashley Tan. It was amazing. Never danced in the dark before. :D We were all like jumping around in a circle. And jumping around the room. Lip singing the songs that were playing. And working the glowsticks in different different kind of ways. We were in the zone, man. Lol. Later in the night, Ashley and I were like holding hands and swinging each other. And I just fell and rolled on the floor, laughing. Literally, ROFL. XD Didn't know what really happened, I just fell. Got bruises. But it was fun. XD The night ended pretty early - 2115 hours. But mostly everyone was already worn out from that 'exercise session'. Lol. Had a great time. Pictures will be found somewhere in facebook. Try searching 'leo halloween party' in facebook or something. Lol.

Can the person holding the remote control of this world please press the repeat button on this day?

(:

Potong steam. -.-

Hey. *gloomy tone*
Merely half an hour ago, I was super semangat and happy. Wanted to blog about everything single awesome thing that happened today. But, now I super no mood because of something that happened.

Dear you, I'm really sorry for what I did. I thought you are super sporting and would just laugh. Who knew you would get so mad? I'm really really really sorry. I should have listened to you and shut up or make something up. I am truthful at that kind of moment. I suck. I'm really sorry. I guess I can't mess with pride. ): SORRY SORRY.

Anyways, I would still blog about what happened today. Just not that detailed. Today is the netball inter-class competition, football finals and my class party. Most importantly, got first place for the netball thingy. I was jumping with joy and group hugging with omega-ians. *smiles weakly* Supposed to play all over again tomorrow because all 3 classes that joined each had 1 win and 1 loss, but I think the teachers were kinda lazy so they counted the goal difference to get the placings. At the Pi Vs Delta game, I was really scared. Thought we were gonna lose because their whole team is super pro. But, I guess we won in the end with amazing results because of the omega-ians and pi-ians cheering us (3.142 PI/ PI MUST WIN/ DEFENCE!) and because we were filled with rage due to losing to Omega. But, I really got to thank the Omega-ians : Joey, Karmaine, Meagan, Jaymie, Mei Kuan and Anne and Pi-ians : Jason, Joel, Zheng Hao, Yat Haw, Su Sam & more. And of course, my team-mates : Nefissa, AshS, Esther, Nicole, Wai Mun and Goon Li. You guys seriously rock. :D Delta-ians, GOOD GAME! I'm sorry if we acted really sombong with all the jumping and hugging and screaming. We were just really overwhelmed by the victory. Didn't mean to make you guys feel bad. You guys rocked too. :D Football finals. Heard our class lost to Delta-Sigma, 2-1. Don't feel bad guys. Even though I didn't see the match. I just know you guys rocked. :D Everybody's rocking today. Class party was.... alright. XD Right now, I feel pretty fit and good but seriously breaking up inside. SORRY.

Thats about it.
Bye.

ps: Got number 9 in class.
ps: Yeng pose on court, or say TS says. XD

Dream within a dream

LOL. Got all hyper in school today. Laugh like crazy, AshS was looking at me like one kind. Lol. But I can't help but laugh. I got 3 2s thrice when playing Cho Dai Di. Its amazing that its fricking funny. I know I don't make sense right now but damn funny. Lol. To think that I was kinda emo at the start of the day. XD

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"Its strange to think I haven't seen you in a long time. I've seen sunrises and sunsets but nothing of your beautiful face." - William Thatcher, 'A Knight's Tale'

"You have been weighed; You have been measured; You have been found wanting." - Lord Aldemar, 'A Knight's Tale'

"I will fong you. And....and....and PAIN. Lots of pain." - Wat, 'A Knight's Tale'

Rewatched 'A Knight's Tale' the other day. One word: A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

Letting go.

最后的疼爱是手放开 -- A more meaningful translation is "the last bit of affection is letting go of your hands".
[Line from Sam Lee Sheng Jie's 手放开]

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My day started with my dad coming to my room at 8.30 am, saying: "Tze Yun, you wanna go school a not?" Once I heard that, the me thats full of school spirit woke up straight away. Even sleep couldn't tempt me to not go to school. I changed into my Hang Tuah shirt; stuffed my uniform and cards into my bag; put rm5, my phone and tissue into my pocket; ate a little then I was in the car, on my way to school. On the way, my dad told me the me-staying-in-school-til-school-ends-at-5.30pm plan, all I did was just nod and smile nod and smile. When I reached school, my fellow Interacters (Charlene/Madeline/Yi Hua/Boss Zhi Ying/Vice Ming... ...) was already there. The gardening project changed into a store cleaning project due to the rain. So, we helped clean a little. Then, I received a sms from Chun Kit out of the blue to go to court 2 because there is a match and Skill Fire is there waiting for us. I straight away assumed that its the interclass competition qualifier match changing location to court 2, so my friends and I said bye bye to the Interacters and walked to court 2. When we reached there, Chun Kit had the nerve to ask me what I was doing there. (WTF, he was the one that ask me to go right? LOL) So, I told him he was the one who smsed me to come. Then, he started whacking his forehead. Apparently, Me and YauShen's number is similar and Chun Kit made a mistake. LOL. He thought I was YauShen, just because my number ends with 7878 and YauShen's number ends with 7378. Its really funny weihh. He thought I was YauShen. LOOOOL! The more I think about it, the funnier it gets. XD And the match that was going on is not the interclass competition so my friends and I bolted out of there, back to school. Played a little of Cho Dai Di at school. Then, went to Charlene's house to get ready for school while she get ready to go to Pyramid with the Ashleys. (All of them ditch me go shopping for make-up. Sad, right?) Hope they had a great make-up time. :D

Attendence was extremely extremely "full of suckness" (Kambing XD). Only 17 students turned up for the whole of form 2. I was the only girl that came from Pi weihh. And Sigma almost broke our most attendence on Saturday classes record since last year. But, Joel came at the last minute with us cheering him in. So, technically our record haven't broke, but its tied. We woudn't be so close to being beaten if the scout camp wasn't being held man. But, no matter what, we're still on top. RAWR! :O

All classes mix into 1 and followed Sigma's timetable, so got PJ! Waliao, we super super dee duper lucky. Lol. Most teachers didn't care what we were doing so we played cards played cards and played some more cards - recess - PJ! - Played cards. We played basketball during PJ, damn damn damn damn long never play ball already so super fun. I was super kai. Keep masuk-ing only. After I shoot in 3 balls in a row, I kept shouting: "I'm a shooter! I'm a shooter!" while jumping around. Lol. Joel keep making fun of me. XD My stamina drop like shit. Ishh. Need to do something about it. I felt so good after that game weihh. GG! XD

After school, Kyle, Joel, Zheng Hao and I walked down the street together and chit chat. I went to my grandma's house and waited for my dad. My dad came and fetch me home. Watched a little tv and now here I am blogging. Home alone with my brother. Parents have went out for a dinner. So, thats my day today. :D


*Sigh of relief* I feel so good today. Its a great awesome day. I love Saturday replacement classes. A sense of peace just overwhelms me. No drama. No tension. Just this tickly prickling awesome feeling. I just love it. Its always awesome. Its a great thing that so many people are missing out. I'm not being selfish. Cause if everyone came, it wouldn't be the same. And no one would feel this.
I wonder how's the graduation thingy at Lick Hung is going. I didn't go. Lick Hung is dropping. ]:

ps: Migration to USA? O.O

I know you missed me

HELLO PEOPLE!
This is the first time I've never wrote my blog for so long. Lol. Paiseh. I was lazy to update at first then started playing Restaurant City on facebook that lagged my computer like stuff that lagged computers do and I couldn't update. But no worries, people, nothing much happened.

I pretty much just wake up, shower, eat, go school, play cho dai di, hide cards from teachers, go home, eat, restaurant city, shower, brush teeth and sleep every day. LOL! Do I sound like I don't have a life? Well, I do. Thats just a rough summary on what I do everyday. Highlights from 22nd to 29th: 2 deck of my cards, 1 deck of Yat Haw's cards and 6 decks from 2 Theta kena rampas (LOL) and Football interclass competition (Watched a few games, understood more of football. 3.142! :D) and went out with class people, watched 'Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs'(Funny). Nothing else. It sounds sien, but its awesome. Playing cards with my class people is damn funny laaa. Make me laugh like someone that kena laughing gas. They keep singing 'Sorry sorry' by Super junior and doing the 'Look! A bird!' thingy. And keep doing the Baby Brent's 'Uh-oh'. Funny weihh. XD Oh, plus we keep doing Yat Haw's elbow thingy. XD And when teachers pass by, we keep cards and pretend play 'Chikupa' that we changed to 'Chickenbird'. XD FUNNY! I'm gonna miss this class weihh. (:

Well, I have no idea what I'm writing here. Just write for an update. Lol. Going to school to play cho dai di soon. I 'm still bringing cards. I ain't scared. XD

Ps: Happy Birthday Lying Assasin. (:
Ps: I GOT PERCY JACKSON!
ps: School spirit.

Life is about creating something out of nothing - JJ Lin <3

School was pretty dang nice. Super relax. Just hang with friends and get test results.

Scores

• English - 78
• Bm - 81
• Geo - 70
• Sejarah - 67
• Chinese - 71
• Science - 74

2As only. Haih. Fingers crossed for the rest of my subjects. Hope I don't get any Cs. ;P

Today something great happened. It made school so much better. Just that line and it made my day. Wanna know what happened? Don't wanna tell you. :D (JasonT) Speaking of Jason, he deleted his blog. ): Rest in peace, jasontewjunxien.blogspot.com.

Happy Birthday to Nicole Choong Yie Hern aka COLE COLE!
Ain't she cute? :D She's smart, sporty and funny too.
She always lift my spirits up with her lame-ness. XD
She's currently at Beijing. Hope she's having an awesome time.
Happy birthday weih youuuu! (:
'I am a small small small small birddddd~'
Our lame lame song. CoTze. *hearts*

Chao.

All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth? :]

I'm bored.
So I'm writing my Christmas list! Yay for Christmas. =D

Stuff I want

1. Awesome exam results in a good way
2. Cool random T-shirts/ Clothes
3. JJ's first 4 original albums + the extra <3
4. That T-shirt from SMUDGEstore <3
5. Dorky, thick framed specs
6. The hand thingy thats like a glove but not exactly a glove
7. Thin thin type punya hair band
8. Acoustic guitar (Love my guitar now, but acoustic is just way cool)
9. A magical cream that can clear my pimples immediately (XD)
10. World Peace! :]

K.O.
I'm out. :D

Every day, I hear my parents talk about my brother's future. His colleges and stuff. One day, its gonna be my turn. Merely 3 more years. The me right now is so unsure of myself, I don't know what to do, where to go. Time flies. I'm afraid I won't be ready when the time is right. Time waits for no one. And am I no one? In this case, sadly, no. I'm Khoo Tze Yun, a somebody. How I wish I'm no one whom time stops and wait for.

I feel so pressured.The burden of my future is upon my shoulders. Any grown woman I pass by in the street could be me one day. That statement opens up a lot of possibilities and wonders even, but it also opens up a lot of bad stuff; an apocalypse of my life. One wrong move, one wrong decision and its over. I've let the demons rise and ruin my oh so bright future and turn it to one oh so dark. I could turn out to be an icon in Malaysian history, my name would be in history books and future students all over the world would try to memorize my painfully hard name for a history test and go 'Why must she have such a complicated name?'. Or I could turn out to be the battered old lady that begs for money kopitiam after kopitiam that most people will look at with disgust. Two totally different lifestyles and scenerios that could totally happen. And I fear the latter would come true.

The problem is that I have so many options. Its not really a problem. It a advantage of a sort that makes me stress out. When I go to my parents and ask them :'What should I do?' They just tell me :'Whatever interests you, dear.' Even JJ, he always says :'The choice is yours.' When I want some one to just force me to do something, no one does. They give me freedom. Go figure. :S

Motherhood is one thing I'm absolutely positively sure of. But I don't expect to rely on my husband for food, shelter and everything. I'm gonna be a indepedent yet dependent woman. ARGHH. Whatev. I should think less. Thinking just makes people go nails.

If what I've heard is true, I'm disappointed in you.

Tremendously so. I can't be able to even look at you anymore.

*sighs deeply*

*whispers* Please be false. 

The long awaited pictures!

The birthday pictures! :D
Sorry for the wait, didn't know how to transfer the photos from the camera. I'm a noob. ;P
Anyways, I'm not sure how to arrange the pics and sstuff. Another point that proves I'm a noob. Sad. Lol.
Anyways, the top photo is how my cake looks like from the top. I know, ugly sial. XD The last photo random, but follow instructions people, APPLAUD! The middle photo is the best picture of the day. So sweet right? And just look how my beloved Khoo Mama and Khoo Koko are smiling. Makes me wanna smile too. :D

ps: Friends, my brother hot laaaa! XD

Scream at the top of your lungs

Yesterday was the last day of exams! :O
Scream people scream. Scream your internal organs out. ;D
My classmates and I have done our part in screaming. A bunch of my guy classmates screamed super high pitch. Bunch of girly guys. :D

Now its time for our 5 day deepavali holiday.
I know, what you non-SU-ians are thinking: 'Holidays again?! Your school rocks.'
To tell you the truth, not really. I'm so bored of holidays. Right now, almost every week there is a holiday. I'm so sick of holidays.

Btw, I baked a cake yesterday night! I feel so accomplished. :D
It was my first time ever baking, so it was freaky ugly. ;P
Will post pics when I load it up yaa. (:
For the success of my first cake, I'd like to thank 3 people.

1. ASHLEY SEOW for the recipe.
2. KHOO MAMA for guiding my in the kitchen.
3. ZHENG HAO for the cocoa powder.
THANK YOUUU. (:

ps: Happy Birthday Khoo Koko. (:
ps: CHOO XINJUN! Mentioned. Congratz. ;D
ps: Wish I was at the SMG X Devilock party in Singapore. ):

Can you lift me up?

I knew that if I told them, they'll scold me and criticize me.
Keep going on and on. Making me feel like shit.
But, I just have to tell them.
In the end, they did all that.

I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE WORE A BLEEDING BLOODY WATCH.

Ish. -___-

Forget about it. What happened happened. There's no point wallowing in that incident. Well, I did wallow a little in school. Thanks Nefissa and Ashley for being there. (:

Let's put the past aside, continue on with the present and think of the future.
*thinks* OMG, I see UFOes all over the place. :O
Random. XD
Serious now. Tomorrow is the last day of exams! Sad, I know. :D
I can't wait to get back all my results. :3

~Eh eh there's nothing else I can say.

ps: Everybody stay strong, its almost over.

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I feel angry today.

The End.

Memories

Yo.
Yesterday, I went back to Lick Hung for their family. Many old students like myself came back.It was a great opportunity to catch up with old friends. Many of my old classmates didn't come back which was a big bummer. But, my circle of old friends isn't just my classmates. So, I still got to catch up with old friends. (:

Most importantly, I got to catch up with my bestest best friend from primary, Khoo Mei Xin. Her & I, together. Thats how it was supposed to be. She just made me smile. Being with her, made me realize what I've been missing all along. I wished that I could've been there. I wish I could be the person that can't see how you look different because I'm so used to seeing you every day. How I missed you. <3

Actually, to be honest, I think my Lick Hung memories are finally slipping away from me. It has been 2 years, some stuff are just fading away. All of us, exLick Hung-ians have our own lives now. Different group of friends. We've all moved on. Parted ways. And Lick Hung just will be a faraway memory.

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ps: I missed all of you, but its time to let go.

Irreplaceable

Happy Birthday to my one and only mama ♥
Try to guess which one is her in the photo above.
Its pretty obvious right? :D
She's the one that shines with a beauty no one can the deny.
She's the one looking smashing in those sunglasses.
If you guessed wrong, all I can say is:
What's wrong with you?! XD

Dear mama,
you've scolded me; whacked me; pinched me; etc.
Without doubt, I have occasionally hated you.
C'mon, every child has their moment of hatred for their parents.
But you've also cared for me; loved me; etc.
For that, I love you with all my heart and soul.
And love has overcame my hate.
I realize all that you've done for me is with good intentions, I think. Lol.
So, thank you.
I'm sorry if I've been a brat.
I love you.
No one could have raised me better.
Look at me, I'm awesome. XD

Thank you, Ah Ma!
For giving birth to my mama.
♥

Going for special seafood dinner tonight.

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Aim and FIRE!

:D

Hey!

I went to school today, full of fear.
Afraid that nobody would appear.
But, when I arrived and saw Kyle,
All of those doubts seem to disappear.

Then, Kyle and I walked about.
Looking for other people; tall or stout.
Surrounded by PMR silence, we were afraid.
But, continued on with our parade.

We reached the hall, and heard shouts of our names.
We turned and saw Ashley and Charlene - Hallelujah, they came!

-I can't write in rhyme for this whole fricking post. I'll write it on a piece of paper, then post it up if I ever finished it. I'll continue using my normal writing style.

Anyways, where was I?
Oh right. Met up with AshS and Charlene at the hall, and got my Cocoa powder from Zheng Hao who was also at the hall. Speaking of that, THANK YOU SO MUCH KENG ZHENG HAO! :O *cough cough*

Let's continue. We played a bit of cho dai di. (I brought cards!) Then, Mr Ang and Pn Yeoh came, we hid the cards away just in time. :D Then, they counted attendence for today's classes that supposed to come today: 2S, 2P & 2T. PI WON! WOOTS! Like always. Thats how we are, rajin/super school spirited. The attendence was like this: 2P(12), 2T(7), 2S(6). Total: 25. I think thats the way it was laa. Not sure. Some students came late, so who knows? But the main thing is, Pi got the most attendence. XD Since there were so few students, all 3 classes mixed and followed our timetable. According to Pn. Yeoh, she picked our timetable because got double period of her. LOL.

Most teachers didn't care much and let us do whatever we want which was play cards. We're cardholics. XD We taught Razali & Kyle & Bharat how to play cho dai di. And we played speed too. Funny like kao! I got super ganas when playing speed with Zheng Hao and according to Razali and Kyle, punched them. XD Sorry. Was too into the game. I super kia su. XD And for reasons unknown to anybody but himself, Kyle kept saying 'Terpeda'. And it kinda become a thing, everyone was saying it. It was so funny. No matter what the situation, Kyle will say 'Terpeda'. XD Damn funny. Had major fun. All those people that didn't come, feel the guilt, be jealous. XD

The only 2 teachers that taught was Pn Lee Tzyy Shiang & Pn Yeoh. Pn Lee was just revising linear equations. The memorable lesson was Pn Yeoh's. She was surprisingly funny. Her lesson was fun. She gave us a quiz; guys vs girls. Girls won. Obviously, girls is the better gender. ;P Learned a lot, like sharks is the only fish that can blink both eyes at the same time/ Elephants can't jump/ National flower of England is Rose/ National flower of Italy is Lily/ etc. It was so cool. ;D

After all that, I walked to my grandma's house with Zheng Hao, Kyle & Nefissa. It was so nice. Just walking with them. Wish I could walk to my grandma's house everyday after school. Can't describe it much in words. Its beyond words.

Well, pretty much just enjoyed today. No drama. Plain nice. (:

Oh, btw, found out my bm paper 1 score, english paper 2 score & chinese score today. I'm pretty disappointed. I know, I have no reason to be disappointed. My scores are pretty good. But, I'll never be happy until I've reached perfection. I'll never be good enough for myself. Never reach the bar so freakishly high up. ):
Scores: Chinese- 71; Bm 1- 28/40; Bi 2- 39/50

Moving on.
I'm supposed to be baking a cake at this very moment. But, my mama doesn't want to be cleaning up the mess I will make in the kitchen on her birthday - tomorrow. She wants a durian cake that is bought. My mama and her durians. -__- No worries though, Zheng Hao's cocoa powder will not be wasted, I will still bake! This is just a minor setback, a postponement. I will bake and use that cocoa powder, next week - my brother's birthday. See how much I love my brother. XD

Thats it. Chao.

ps: TERPEDA! XD
ps: Thought I could today. =x

(:

Nothing much to say.
Just wanted to say....

Happy Birthday Horikita Maki!
You're an totally awesome actress! :]



And, hope you form 3s had fun arranging the tables today.
Luck. I'll be praying for you guys tomorrow and the day after that and.... For the whole Pmr laa.

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I'm immune to you now

Yo.
To keep it simple, exams were a piece of cake today. Except chinese.
Don't really wanna talk about it. Ishh.

I was conteng-ing on my english paper today. Start writing crap.
Wrote the lyrics to my chicken song that I made last night:

I'm a lousy chicken,
That goes POK POK.
Flapping my wings, wishing I could fly.
Fly up to your face and peck out your eyes.

I sang it to Ashley, Charlene and Nefissa.
Ashley said :'What a violent chicken.'
Charlene just laughed.
;P

I also thought about the storyline of the book/story I plan to write. After thinking real hard, I came up with the brilliant idea of writing about nothing. Every successful writer wrote about something which makes me writing nothing special. Even though technically I'll be writing something as long as I'm writing something, even if I'm writing something about nothing. Can you keep up? HAHH. (:

I finally caught a glimpse of the moon tonight;
Hiding behind those clouds.
It was so mysterious, so beautiful.

You can't break a broken heart.
No damage you can do now,
I'm immune to you now.
You can't break a broken heart.
-Kate Voegele

ps: Its my secret. Again, I say, I'll tell you guys when I tell you guys.
ps: STOP LAUGHING AT MY HAIR. XD
ps: Buzzer beat. <3

Streak broken

People of the world!
Did you miss me? I missed one day of blogging. My streak broken. Its a sad sad situation.
XD

Anyways, the last two days of exams was pretty easy. I feel like I have felt all pressured for final exams for absolutely nothing, mid terms were way way WAY harder. After I said this, I'm afraid that I've triggered something and the next exam is gonna be way way way WAY hard. You know, like the way someone in a movie says: 'What else could go wrong?' and fate will prove to him/her that it could go wrong, way way WAY wrong that kind of thing. I've said 'way' 7 times in this paragraph. LOL. But how hard can it get? All the subjective papers are over. Hehh. (:

And, yesterday my family welcomed a new member of the family! :D
No, my mama did not give birth to a baby. Even though I wish she had. I want a baby brother. Hone my skills for being a mother in the future. HAHA. XD
The member we welcomed, is not a living creature. To be exact, its a new dining table.
HAH! Didn't see that coming, did you? XD
Anyways, its this new round marble table. Its beautiful. It has a lazy susan which is so awesomely cool. Lol. FYI: A lazy susan is the round thingy that you can turn around that is at the middle of the table. (:

Thats pretty much it.
Well, Happy Mooncake Festival.

ps: Sydney White was not what I'd expected. The dorks ruled though. Love all 7 of 'em. Adorkable. I rate the movie 6/10.

If faith permits (:

Baby Teck Shern!
Isn't he cute? :D
*This picture is taken a long time ago. XD

Rawr! Its 1st October! Ngam ngam a few minutes after midnight. :D
This post is dedicated to Leon Lim Teck Shern!
Happy 15th Birthday awesomelicious dude! :]

I've known you for 1 year+ now, and I have great memories with you.
You're a great guy, you know that, right? Of course you do. XD
Anyways, I can't imagine my life without you.
You have left a impact in my life. Left a footprint or something.
I'm glad that I sent you that friendster friend request. HAHA. XD
You're my sidekick, the evil pillow pillower.
You're my fellow car, PRO781.
The 8th wonder of the world.
You're my higglicious town hero.

(:

Someone special who could it be? This job's to big for you and me.
We need some help but never fear oh. This looks like a job for a higgly town hero.

Holy unzipped zip -Leon Lim Teck Shern

Goodniggulicious.

ps: Happy birthday China. XD
ps: Ts, if you're reading this. Don't get all perasan. XD And compare the two birthday wishes. XD

Did you feel the Earth shake under your feet?

Yo!
An Earthquake happened. ;O Scary for me. I stay at the 25th floor. If anything falls... =x I didn't feel it of course, I was at school. My parents didn't feel it either. But my mama's friend at the 20th floor said a lot of her stuff fell. Scary.

Anyways, to the main thing today - MY EXAMS! Had Bm 1&2 and Moral today. Bm1 was okay for me. ;p Bm2 was quite hard. Moral can get A. So, overall okay. Moral exam questions always tempt me to write funny answers, and I normally do. HAHH!

Question: Nyatakan 4 cara untuk menyediakan anda untuk bencana alam. (Something like that)
My answer: i. Membina bilik panik di dalam rumah.
ii. Menanam pokok yang boleh menghalang angin monsun di sekeliling rumah.
iii. Memakai topi keleder pada setiap masa.
iv. Hidup dengan tiada kekesalan.
*Buy grand piano to cower under. XD

LOL! Right? XD
I wonder how much marks I'm gonna get? If I get full marks, its gonna be so cool. XD

Bm2 always make me feel so kan cheong. Like I'm racing with time. Should have wore a watch. But no worries. Everything went smoothly. I wrote everything finish and there was still 15 minutes to spare.

Tomorrow is English, Math2 and Siviks.
For the very first time, I'm afraid of maths. I don't feel good about it. Ishh. We can't use calculater too. ):
I need to practise man. Plus, tomorrow I have piano class, I haven't practise. Eeek!
I got to go.

LUCK to everyone.

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May the luck of the vampires be with us

Hello world.
I'm really lazy to put color and stuff already. So I'm gonna post it like this from now on. Plain. Less time consuming. Time is of the essence people. :D

Today I kept irritating Ashley Seow by saying :'Is it?'/'Am I?'/ etc. to anything she says. It was HI-LA-RIOUS! XD Example- Nefissa says:'Ty, you're naked,' I reply:'Am I?' - Lol. FYI,this example really happened. Lol. Maybe it doesn't sound that funny here. But trust me, it was hilarious. XD Ashley wanted to strangle me. It was really fun. Planning to do it again. :D

Tomorrow is the first day of exam - BM 1&2;Moral. I am a little scared, but overall pretty confident. I'm afraid my confidence will be the cause of my downfall though. Over-confidence.

Fingers crossed; toes crosses & whatever else you can cross

May the luck of the vampires be with us. -Darren Shan

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Hauntingly beautiful

Hello world.
Today is the much awaited first day of school after the raya holidays. I was so excited about today that I couldn't sleep last night. Well, the reason also could be that I had a freakishly cool nightmare. I was the main character of some horror ps2 game. I was walking in some kind of park. As I neared this bench, a creepy fast paced music started playing. And suddenly, this curly haired girl arise from the bench. She turns. Her eye sockets were empty, and around both eyes, blood was seen. It was like she just digged her eyes out. And in her hands, there were two red apples. Both bloody. And one of the apple had a bitemark on it. I think those apples are her eyes. She was wearing a black flowy dress. She looked so hauntingly beautiful. I was so distracted by her beauty that I didn't even notice that she was chasing after me. When I noticed it, she was only a hand away. So, I turned a ran and ran and ran. I can hear her calling me. This is where I wake up. There was another girl in this dream, but I can't really remember. All I remember is that she has straight short hair, she had apples where her eyes should be and she was after me too. Real creepingly cool. But after that I couldn't sleep. All I could think about is her.

ANYWAYS, school was great today. Ashley Tan went to Australia during this holiday, she bought us chocalates & tees. Thank you so much. Hope you love your card. Had a ton a laughs, especially during the last two periods - science. Almost peed in my pants. You horny dirty minded people. I love you guys. Never really noticed how much I missed you guys til today. Well, I've gotta go do my stuff. This is farewell.

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ps: Patience is a virtue. I'll tell you guys when I'm really ready to admit it to myself. =x
+ps: Charlene See. IMY.
++ps: Just stop it.

Happy Birthday to my dearest grandma and old classmate Chen Zhou Yen.

There's always a first

Hello world.
This is my very first post in my very first blog, hence my title.

Anyways, I've always kinda wanted to create a blog. But, I just didn't because half of me thinks that a blog is like a diary, personal & private. Why would you want to put it up for the public eye? But that is just what half of me thinks. The other half of me thinks its really cool and that a blog updates all your overseas friends, family and whatever on what you're up to. Well, other half won this debate, thanks to JasonT for backing its desire for creating a blog. :D

Ok. Thats it for my first post. There's nothing much else to blog about that happened today except that I made a blog. The irony. LOL. So, this is farewell.

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Happy birthday to Ashley Tan Ee Yiin & Tan Den Jie!